So instead I am imaging the pleasure of having Bernadette back in the house and seeing her and Amanda curled up on the settee under fleece blankets, with movie snacks having an in house movie night, laughing away together and chatting, enjoying the closeness they share - then in true mummy style I shall wedge myself inbetween them and snuggle up with them and keep asking iritating questions like "what did he say?" "who is she?" "what's the film called?" all because the hearing isn't what it use to be :) (They love me really!!)
Planning some family walks in the fresh cold winter air, if we are really lucky a snow ball fight or two! Sitting around the table as four again. But most of all I dreaming of a White Christmas filled with love and laughter.
Our winter wonderland view
Sammy searching for his pine cone
Shaggy and Lewis enjoying the snow.
My two angels
Amanda and I making snow angels - well trying to we were laughing so much.